Hate and Love

I hate it when you're modest
About the things you're perfect at
I hate the way you talk so cleverly
And how you draw people in,
Making me invisible
I hate it when you say things
I know I should have said
I hate it when I can never say what I want to sometimes
I hate it when you give me cold stares
I hate it when you talk to people while I'm there
As you seem to forget I exist
I hate how stubborn you can be,
I hate how you make me feel like I'm not a good friend when you cry,
But to be honest,
I love so many things about you
I love your confidence; the way you smile;
Especially the way you laugh
Because it makes me smile no matter how I'm feeling
I love your hilarious side comments
And I love every single second I spend with you
I love how I can never actually hate you
Even when you seem to hate me
I love your commitment to your goals,
And how you swear to reach them
But most importantly,
Even though I know I can never be as good as you
I love how you're my friend
And how I know you'll never leave me